MY PAST AND PRESENT

I wanted to talk about the differences between my past and present.I realised that what I liked to do in the past isn't loved anymore.In the past, I liked writing.Yes also as you think, I kept even a diary when I was 12.I wrote in it my boyfriend of course :).Then it was nice; but now, I am unwilling to write when I am forced to do that.I was thinking that I didn't like writing only in English, but I felt the same also for Turkish.I realised that in Turkish lesson while writing a compositon .I am so sorry about it.I loved writing once upon a time.I lost it.Anyway, an other difference that I am sad about is crying.In the past, I wouldn't cry.My brother would take my doll and hit it and then I would cry by saying 'Don't do please don't I am coming I don't hide hit me not her' :).Yea it is funny.Which of us didn't do that? I know I know those don't have a brother :).Now, I cry everything for example while I am watching a romantic film, angry about sb, hearing what I don't like, even while sb is quarrelling.Sometimes I feel coward,too emotional but at the same time I am not.I don't know.I haven't solved everything about me yet;however, feeling is the most beautiful thing in the world.I miss my childhood so much and I like it also.It is the evidence of my existence.(I liked that :))....I don't know whether it must include major, minor ideas.I just want to say what I feel.See you at the next page guys ;)